PurplyCurry

13July04

ChineseBro is right i guess...ignore all sad/crummy/crappyInfluences in this life...
u know i don't need to b nice to everyOne...like said....why not block her email?...heheh.
u have no idea how tempting that is...

i fell for a guy...
fell for a frend...
a goodFrend..
okay-okay...
a "can't-Live-Without" frend..but

like all events n matters in this life...nothin is certain...
i don't have all the answer..he says...
n so he's right...we don't...
n so all said n done...nothin went further than that
a "can't-Live-Without" frend...

but hey...its okay...
like i told him...
its not the end of the world...no one died...spiderman 2 is still making loads of money ( " , )...its okay...

just..a heart got broken....happends eveyday...hope she's worth it
so all said n Done...n so its the "reacting to shit that happends" mode

but this "ShitsHapends" won't seem to want to go away
she keeps on emailing n detailing OUt her relationship with him..
which i don't need to know....especially now that i know all this while he had a Gf
i wouldn't have fallen if i'd knew earlier...

aaahCrap...
i've been talkin about this for the past few weeks...
bored...n pathethic...
enuff is enuff...
breath..thats what i tell mySelf
n stop whinning about it.

11.00am